I never realized what you have done for me. Never have I been grateful for your being there for me, always. I never understood why you always stood by my choices even when they didn't go along with your ideas. Hurt you, I have a lot. Debased you, derided you. I made you see hell. I didn't understand what you stood for. I didn't know what it meant. Yet, you became strong to bear me, and my iniquities. I didn't look deep enough to see your agony, your pain. I wish I had. I wish I would let you know that now I appreciate your very existence, for without you, I wouldn't be at this space time coordinate now, where I am, what I am, how I am. You are my only lifeline to this world. It took me a lifetime to understand that. I wish I had come to senses earlier. Before damage took its toll. Before all the bad things happened. At the beginning of my time. I do not know the troubles you had to face, the ostracism you had to endure, all thanks to me. I wish I knew how to begin an apology fit for a lifetime of misdeeds. Without you, I am nothing, and shall be nothing.
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Well. If I lose my memories one day and happen to float past this site, maybe this will trigger something.
13 comments:
beautiful....
what is this?? thank to poichan yourself?
Painfully beautiful...whoever this is for is really very lucky.
Take care
Should I laugh or should I cry.
Isn't this too little, but then too much too.
At EOD its your CALL :)
Better late than never! :)
@Aravind: You better cry while laughing :P
why people always relaise when its too late when the damage's done...coz u dunno how precious water is..until ur thirsty and thers no more water to drink..wish all of us realise the importance of things soon enough..especially men....
@meenaxie
:)) I sometimes forget to do either :D, but mostly crying.
@shooting star
Is there any importance to any thing :)), everyone goes by their choices, if you don't, then, its also your choice. Even not to realize facts, staring at you, is your own choice.
@ diana -
thank u..
@ niki -
yes. me, me alone.
@ mirage -
that person had to suffer a lot.
@ aravind -
ur call.
@ meenaxie -
yup. sad things that this dont make any diff.
@ shooting star -
that seems to be the general way of life... sadly.
very good piece of writing.. Its gud to see the way you pour your emotions into words.
And i agree that this is the truth of life.. u realize someone's value mostly when he/she is gone.. human mind has a very bad tendency to take things for granted..
:)
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So incredibly real. Thank you for this.
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