Checkpoint

Today is a checkpoint in my life. I have to look back and see what I have turned into, what I must change.

I am strung to different people through obligations and other ties. I have become a blind workhorse. I have more work than I can handle in the stipulated time. Time spent outside of work is mostly under the influence and it passes quickly. Numb.

The old me was certainly better. Carefree to the point of madness. Strong willed too. And stronger and independent.

That's not something I can roll back to, now. I seek to be calm & collected now. The rest are immaterial. At the time of this checkpoint.