life's a butterfly's flutter

all ur life u gather 'friends'. people u can talk to, or relate to. people u can unload with. the doomsday here would be the day when they decide tht they wana be completely hitched to someone u dunno. for better or for worse. that's for the future to unfurl. i'm just a drunken monkey doin his thing. well;.. alcohol, cannabinoids, et al make me lucid. but, life is so screwed up. u see ppl change like crazy. as in crazy crazy. u don't belong heah for sure. find some other place to hang out homie. maybe there's a parallel universe with ur kind of world around, even tho it might be in ur dreams alone. still that's a world. life with ur pals. life liven. not compromised. not on any given principle stated by any mofo. just a kingdom of sheer conscience. ppl u ve known most of ur life might be scornin / spurnin u. but u have passed the point of the caring abt their viewes. u might have transcended into an animal or something superior. i suspect that the animal is now in full control. a hyena in prowl for it's life force...